to all of my commissioners, traders, friends
if you have a waiting unpaid commission, i'll have to cancel
and for those of you who did design trades with me, i'm so, so sorry
please feel free to sell those characters
but i had to sell the tablet that i got as a gift from my dad to help my mom
and i just don't have the strength, self confidence, or proper mental state to even draw anymore, anyways
i'm so fucking sorry
i've been going through so much and i just can't get myself to even do an icon
i sleep a lot and i miss my dad
i'm really sick and really scared of everything
i couldn't even bring myself to get on to tell everyone happ